Lets do it again.

Oh shit. Audrey Hepburn, i love you so much.

I've been thinking about alot recently.
About my past, the present and the mere future.

I used to have a bunch of close friends when i was in primary. We were all of different race. I remembered we used to sing in unison during the festive season and also during independence day. Oh and we got into a huge argument before and the cause of it was because one of us had to share a candy but neither of us wants to. In the end i somehow manage to eat it and i don't quite remember how. Damn, i used to be so carefree and all. It was fun :)

Until the day i shifted to another primary school, everything falls apart. My life changed completely. Everyone's daily routine involves arguments, jealousy and also having to make a decision on which side to take on between friends. I loathe those sessions. It goes on and on every year non-stop. Thinking back, we were super immature that time. We used to compare our soft toys during children's day. We brought it to school and told each other how 'special' and 'expensive' ours is. It was pathetic. There was once when i forgot to bring mine and i was totally left out. I think i broke down that time. Utter nuisance i tell you.

After primary, i thought high school will do much better. Nothing changes. More and more pathetic problems occured. Most of the students were hungry for popularity. I actually mixed with them. And i totally regret it. People started calling each other bitches and foul words are common. I always dreamt of having to rewind back time so i could restart my whole life again. And honestly, i still do. Best friends dont lasts. It's hard to trust people sometimes. People tend to listen stories and gossip around and believe them without wanting to hear or discover the truth. Lies, lies and more lies seem to spread around without fail. I've learnt alot too and those are :

1. Do not get too close to someone or they'll start calling you stalker or lesbians or something insulting.


2. Trustworthy is the key too all kinds of relations.


3. Don't be a fake or a wannabe. Just be yourself all the time. Its best to know who someone really are before something bad happens and everything will tend to go wrong.


4. Mix with the right people. Especially those who knows how to study and play equally.


5. Control yourself. Don't fall for someone with the opposite sex easily. You'll end up hurting yourself.


6. Do not get involve into someone else's personal life.


7. Curricular points are important. Makes college/uni admittance easier.

Hm, well that's all i could think of for now. More to come.
Life's a mess.

And i still dont know what i want do after SPM. I'm indecisive no?

Screw it.