Well, when i attended Subang Rally, i listened to the pastors preach. I smelled wonders, i heard wonders, i saw wonders. I was more than ever to be confident in Jesus and i felt touched that the Lord has died for us to demolish all our sins. But of course, he has done many beautiful things either.
Whereas when i was a free thinker, i was so unsure of myself. The purpose of my life. Where will i be headed in the future or afterlife. Who can i hang on to in the hardest time of my life? Who can i seek for forgiveness when i commit a sin? Who can i ask for help in motivation and encouragement? What was my purpose of life?
At first, i wasn't sure of accepting Christ either. In fact, i didn't know what that meant in the beginning. I was so lost in my own world when i was brought into Joyce's church for the very first time. I was so when they worshipped, i was so when they preached about God's interruption unto our lives, i was so when they prayed for me. And i was scared. I fear of witnessing miracles right before my naked eyes, i fear of His late night impromptu visit in my dreams or whatsoever, i fear of keeping touch with Him. These are signs of that i was not ready.
I have yet to encounter His presence but i do have faith in Him now that i learn more of His sacrifices, of His kindness, of His modesty, of His good deeds, of the miracles He had shown and et cetera. And i will continue to work my way into believing more in Him.
I hope this explains much. I wanna thank God for you readers out there that gave me the determination to post more in my blog. And your unconditional and everlasting support. You guys deserve a peck on the cheek! :)
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