Thinking back, time flies really quick this year. I hate it.
I hate 2009. I hate many things, and i've got them equally in return too.
Sometimes i would wonder, is it because i blocked a black cat's path that i deserved this horrible treatment from God? (I can be overly superstitious at times)
Or is it because of my past life?
I have doubts all over me and it soon controlled me.
You see, i'm pretty bad at expressing emotions to people and that could sometimes lead to some misunderstanding. I'll end up feeling remorse and i'll find myself with dry tears.
Of course, this might sound stupid but really, i think i need help. From a therapist. Sponsor anyone? :)
I'm feeling sullen again. Wtf.
I sound vulnerable, really, i'm just being melodramatic.
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